February 18, 2009 Transcribed by V. Fauquier while Sensei's family agonized over making a decision for Sensei to move to his next evolution. Still frail after two previous operations over the past few years, Sensei was on his seventh day of refusing to eat...
Hello God, I wish to know of Sensei and his wishes…
Vals, your heavy heart is a needless action. Sensei is at peace.
How do I know this?
His aura is one of majesty. Those that rule within their kingdom are often at peace with life and death and all that that means.
God, how can we help him?
In actual fact, he tries to help you – help you understand the noblesse oblige of being correct. That life ultimately offers death and that death may be an act of noble willingness. This he tries to have you all understand.
What are Sensei’s wishes, God?
His wishes are for you all to look within at this time and try not to externalize what is happening. To embrace ‘an inevitable’ which in fact is not horrid.
Is he in pain, God?
He is truly and utterly uncomfortable. Stoic as you know – he hides his true depth of discomfort as to not worry you further.
Where is he uncomfortable, God?
His stomach no longer produces enzymes to digest – and it will not anymore. It taxes his heart and mostly kidneys. Ultimately he dies of this process simply stopping. Fear not. His peace and peaceful passing will be a relief, a warmth to him.
God, we think the ‘unthinkable’ of “putting him down”.
What an awful phrase you beings use for something that will in fact lift him higher. Will he come back? Yes, but not to you. He has already decided. He will come to another.
God, “when” shall we assist Sensei (lift him higher)?
Soon. Very soon. How will we know – Your time and space does not allow for the immediacy and intimacy of an answer. Sensei will cue Faye and it is up to Faye to catch it. She is to be vigilant, for Sensei will depend on her catching this cue.
What will it look like?
Exactly.
God, what about his young son?
Also noble and a fitting alpha – he will be deeply saddened when his mentor, father/brother goes.
How can we help him?
Hide nothing from him. Above all else, he dislikes deceit even when well-intentioned.
God, the question: shall we take Sensei to our conference later this week?
No.
Why not?
His home is all he has left in your human world to comfort him. He agonizes leaving it daily. It has meant safety and respite for him for a long while now.
God, I would like to talk to Sensei now.
Of course.
Hello, my boo-bear. I love you so.
And I have always loved you Valsie. You took me in your heart so readily and purely. It has made me so happy to know you, to care for you and to be cared for by you.
What can I do to help you, Sensei?
Just love me the way you do. It’s good for everyone including you. And do not grieve Valsie – I am happy, I am done here. I must move on. See me on the wind. I will come to you often.
Do you have words for Tracy, Sensei?
Oh my Tracy, my friend, a beloved soul. She had come to all of us in a most beautiful, symbiotic way. I treasure her. Tell her this: I LOVED our walks and our playtime. You have made me happy and well. I go now, but will visit – in the same fun and playful way. Bless you Tracy.
And for Faye, Sensei?
My mother, my confidante, my heart beat. We have seen much together, battled much together, and we have Lived! Now one of us goes and not without sorrow do I leave Thee, but content in my Heart that we have been on a grand adventure together. Mother, I ask thee to be fair with me. Do not hold me from my task. I will love you always and will never leave you – on any level. I wish for you to be joyful and remember me in all ways. Especially youthful ways. For I return there Now.
I leave you our young one, so beloved of me. And I leave you with my gratitude for loving me, and making my journey here one of knowing great love and connection.
Valsie, as you write this I feel your tears. Be not sad or afraid for me. You are simply missing me in advance. The greater part of you understands all.
Oh Sensei – we love you so.
Oh World and all of you my friends – I will miss you too in this form and will be with you in another.
They come for me, soon.
